You, Benjamin and other Russian useful idiot descendants of Lindbergh, Father Coughlin and the 1939-41 CPUSA, have already been diagnosed here: https://medium.com/illumination-curated/political-horseshoe-part-2-appeasement-birds-of-right-left-flock-together-7dd9a1f11cfb

As a Russian speaker, 4x visitor to Russia living in Latvia, I prefer EU to Moscow mafia with a flag koolaid.